The woman lives in a declining home, a building that’s walls
lean into the centre like the skin of an unpeeled orange. The floorboards of this
home are loose, creaking and falling with one wrong touch. The woman leaps from
safe place to safe space, memorised over the years, filling her mind with their
nature, wiping away almost everything else.
She never leaves the house, and scratches on brick walls mark
passing time and as she makes her way slowly through countless winding corridors.
The whole house is lit by the glowing mosses littering walls and ceiling tiles
with no gaps to see beyond.
Sometimes looking at walls makes her brain’s twist, squirm
in her skull as if she is looking at something that shouldn’t be, shouldn’t turn
her skull like a loose lemon spinning on a plate. She only screamed once, if
this happened, before settling into trancelike, trancelike state. She is loose
in one of these states now and the house watches her spin motionless on the fracturing
floor.
But these walls and floors are growing tired of her, they are
keeping her now out of habit rather than joy. They materialised her fruit without
feeling. When she was new, they were always excited, observing and watching
every move from her first steps as a wean all the way to seeing her dance across
its surfaces. Now? Not a thing.
The woman is unaware of this, all she sees are melting walls
and nothing, brain remoulding itself with each second as the walls enter her
one last time, spinning her mind the same way she spins through the house in her
endless walks.
Life goes on and she feels the house delve deeper than it
ever has before, senses as it climbs to the back of her skull and drives her
from its floor, pushing her along and down flights and flights of stairs into a
deep room she has never seen.
It is dark; the moss does not grow here, and she cannot see,
but still she is forced ahead, deeper into the house’s bowels. Things slither across
her feet, coarse as they come, and now they are grabbing hold, pulling tighter and
tighter.
She cannot struggle, she cannot move, she cannot scream. It
is pulling harder and harder, her joints are breaking, her joints are coming apart
at the seams and –
she wakes besides water, more water than she has ever seen.
Then, the screaming finally comes.
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