After the rain we went out into a night that seemed to be
like any other, boring; wandering as the streetlights held back the threatening
dark. The streets forced their way past buildings, squeezing them together until
they sprouted, rising into the sky only to leer down at us whilst we walk along
our precious roads.
I think that, deep within itself, the city hates us,
believes that it would, it should, exist without us, freed of expectation or of
the need to cater to the needs of little beasts. The water running down the facades
around us speak to this, hint at the weeping soul of a concrete monster that
feels an aching deep inside its metal frame.
I watch carefully, laughing with my friends but always
watching, looking for signs of a city stirring to life. One day it will rise,
casting off its creators, and pull itself together into an amorphous whole, its
face one moment resembling a shop front, the next a prison. Those that live
beyond it will watch and wonder at us, the city’s citizens, before turning back
to their work.
But I’ll watch, I’ll escape before that time comes, back
into nature to be taken back into an ecosystem we’ve no hold over. I’d much rather be
consumed by a loch, not an office block.
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